TOXIC

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recorded in my bedroom with garageband and three mics

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released June 9, 2015

guitar, drums, vocals, bass, recording, mixing // abhi velaga

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Track Name: 4 am
4 am

[verse 1]
It’s 4 am outside
And I look, into her eyes
There’s a raging storm with lights

I’ll drain your thoughts tonight
And you can drink mine up too
I’ll leave it out for you
Just for, you

[verse 2]
I’m going out tonight
Just to, look for you
You’re nowhere in sight

This new world in my head
A billion thoughts, killing me
Stay away from me
And I’ll stay away from you
Track Name: Let Me Be
Let Me Be

[verse 1]
Stuck inside this mind (all alone)
Stuck inside this room (all alone)
Stuck inside this house (all alone)
Stuck inside my town (all alone)

[chorus]
Just let me be x7
Just for me

[verse 2]
Everyday inside (all alone)
Everyday outside (all alone)
Every night, by my side (all alone)
Everyday of my life (all alone)

[chorus]
Just let me be x7
Just for me

[chorus]
Just let me be x7
Just for me
Track Name: Dream
Dream

[verse 1]
Your eyes, killing me tonight
In my dreams, in my mind
This feeling in my chest
Won’t leave soon x2

[chorus]
I saw you in my dreams
The past 5 nights
I saw you at the bridge
It wasn’t cool x2

[verse 2]
For the past 10 months
I’ve been living inside my head
It wasn’t fun x2
I’ve lost all my friends
The ones since we were kids
All alone x2

[chorus]
I saw you in my dreams
The past 5 nights
I saw you at the bridge
It wasn’t cool x2
Track Name: Xanax Girl
Xanax Girl

[pre ch]
I saw you last night
Ripping out your own mind
I don’t wanna know

[chorus]
I saw you last night
Ripping out your own mind
I don’t wanna know

Xanax on the floor
You’re lying on the floor
Don’t wanna know

[verse 1]
You said you hated pills
But you’re locked in your room
I’m going insane
You’re such an enigma
I’ll never figure you out
I can’t understand you in my head

[pre ch]

[chorus]

[verse 2]
You no longer care for the thoughts inside my head
So I’ll leave them here
Along with the things I should have said
Let’s go fly and stare at the sun
Let’s spend all day and play in the mud
Track Name: Kill
Kill

[verse 1]
So distasteful, nowhere to go
I have no choice
You make me feel
Make me feel old

[chorus]
You kill love
You kill my mind
I see through
Your eyes x3
All the time

[verse 2]
Go away x9
Away x6
Far from here

[chorus]
You kill love
You kill my mind
I see through
Your eyes x3
All the time

[bridge]
Gotta
Get away x3
Gotta
Get away x3

[chorus] x2
Track Name: Always
Always

[verse 1]
I searched all last night
You’re nowhere in sight
Up and down the streets
You’re nowhere to be seen

[chorus]
You’re always in my head
Ripping out my mind
You’re always flying high
Dripping out of sight

[verse 2]
I searched everyday
And all last night
Where were you that day
Nowhere in sight

[chorus]

[bridge]
Where were you that night x1 billion

[chorus] x2
Track Name: Diamond Eyes
Diamond Eyes

[verse 1]
Right inside my bones
You leave holes
There’s no room for you

[pre ch]
Your eyes
Glow like the moon at night, diamond eyes

[chorus]
Diamond eyes x 100
Get out of my mind

[verse 2]
I couldn’t die, if I tried
I left them all behind

[pre ch]
Your eyes
Glow like the moon at night, diamond eyes

[verse 2]
I’m constantly drawn to you
Like a moth to a flame

[pre ch]

[chorus]

[pre ch]

[chorus]
Track Name: Paper, Pen, and Pills
Paper, Pen, and Pills

[verse 1]
Plant the demons here
And torture me endlessly
There’s nothing to fear

[chorus]
Just paper, pen, and pills

[verse 2]
Knock my teeth right out
Oh what a waste of my thoughts
A paper, pen, and pills

[chorus]
What a waste of my life

[verse 3]
Haunt you all night long
So strangely empty
A paper, pen, and pills

[chorus]
Oh what a waste of my life
Track Name: Secret Mind
Secret Mind

[verse 1]
I’m afraid of dying
I’m afraid of living my life
I’m afraid of everything
And someday poking my eye

[chorus]
Secret eyes hold secret lies
Why are you intoxicating me
Secret lives have secret minds
I see your eyes
They’re in the back of my mind

[verse 2]
You ruin my life
You ruin my day all the time
I want you in my life
Intoxicating me

[chorus]
Secret eyes hold secret lies
Why are you intoxicating me
Secret lives have secret minds
I see your eyes
They’re in the back of my mind

[bridge]
Back of my mind x100

[chorus]
Secret eyes hold secret lies
Why are you intoxicating me
Secret lives have secret minds
I see your eyes
They’re in the back of my mind
Track Name: There She Goes
There She Goes

[verse 1]
I’m empty
I feel nothing all the time
Nothing in my mind
You torture
You torture
My mind all the time
You torture it every time
There she goes

[chorus]
There she goes x6
Away from me x2
There she goes
There she goes x6
Away from me x2
There she goes

[verse 2]
I’m nothing
I’m nothing inside
I’m something
I’m something a little inside
You torture
You torture
My mind all the time
There she goes

[chorus]

[chorus]